| its been so long since ive done this... wow...... |
[Mar. 6th, 2005|10:41 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Nothing, just the sound of the dryer | ] |
Well well well... where do I start, hmmmmmmmmmm man things have being going on like crazy for me. With work, life.. church, and just stuff in general. I almost dont have time for much anymore. I finally got over to Tom and Toris yesterday, Tommy is such a sweet baby, he crawled up in my lap lastnight and just went to sleep. Hes so cute! *sigh* makes me want to have some one day, in the far future, ill keep practing with him in the mean time.
Next week ive got to go to Jax for Teens Involved cause I really want to see all the girls, i hope they do good. Then the followin in Gatornationals. Yippie.. no.. not really.
Lol, I wonder how much longer my little brother is going to live this weekend after dad finds out what the lil punk was up too. Hee hee that should be rather fun to watch, that and I wonder what cool stuff dad got me at Bike week this year. Man i wish i could have gone.
Hmmmmmmmmmm whatelse is new... not much that i can think of...... Im just waiting on the new CD to come out... Yippie! |
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| sick sick sick............. |
[Feb. 5th, 2005|01:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Watching Dirty Dancing | ] |
yup those kids have once again gotten me sick, and its not fun. Marley I hope youre feeling better sweetie.*hugs*
****************************************************************************** Im sorry for they way things have worked out. I didnt want this to happen. I dont want you to hate me and I dont want to be mad at you. Life sux for you right now I know it. and Im sorry. I wish there was something I could do but I cant. You know youre always going to be in my heart, and im still your friend. I just wanted to tell you that Im sorry.*****************************
going back to sleep! thank you NyQuill! |
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| it just made sence to me....... |
[Jan. 23rd, 2005|07:13 pm] |
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| |  cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
After listening to this I just thought it fit.
Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our seperate ways
I won't forget so don't forget
The memories we made
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me
Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say
And it's sad to walk away
With just the memories
Who's to know what might have been
We'll leave behind a life and time
I'll never know again
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
And remember, please remember me
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me
And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this heart was yours and mine
And how a dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
And I knew that you had me
Please remember, Please remember |
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| why me?????????? |
[Jan. 18th, 2005|07:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  nostalgic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I will remember you: Leann Rimes | ] |
Sometimes I dont think that things could get any worse... but like always im wrong!....... I could go on and on and on... but im not going to.. im just going to have a good cry and then go to sleep! |
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| Worried..... |
[Dec. 5th, 2004|07:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  uncomfortable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Watching Star Wars | ] |
Its been a week since Ive talked to you. A week that Ive spent thinking about you and wondering how you are and how things are going. Wondering if the move happened. A week thinking and a week missing. Missing talking and missing being.A week wanting to call and talk but never knowing when is the right time, the time to tell all the things that have been runing through my mind.A part is wishing things hadnt of changed, but part knowing that the change had to happen and knowing that in the long run something good will come of it. I just hope that things get to normale soon. and the stress level goes down and life can go on and move forward. You know where I am and what I feel and how much I need you, and how much you need me. and i want you to know that not a day goes by that I dont think or wonder or worry. and i will continue to do so untill i hear from you.
On a good note the play is comming along nicely the cast is going a great job. Marley you are a lifesaver! Im really excited about it. |
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| The endless sunshine........ |
[Nov. 16th, 2004|04:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  loved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Watching Dirty Dancing | ] |
That was a great movie, sometimes i wish taht is was possiably to erase our memories, but the more I think about it the more some of them I would never want to loose. Even of things and people that have hurt me in th past. Becasue even they have given me some of the happiest memories of my life.
This play is now starting to take off with the help of Marley and Ashley this is going to be a really really good play :) I cant wait I am so excited.
Superbowl was SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!!! I cant wait to go again next year. Bust a Move!
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Know all about, you got your reputauion, and now its bound to be a heartbreak susutation, but I cant help it if i know this everytime that Im with you. You walk in and my strength walks right out the door, say my name and I cant fight it anymore, oh i know i should go.. but I need your touch just to dang much.
Loving you, isnt really something I should do. Shouldnt want to spend my time with you, I should try to be strong. but Baby your the right kinda wrong.
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If i could remember the rest i would put it in there. *sigh* oh well im going to bed Nighty night *143* |
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| So much to do and so little time to do it in. |
[Oct. 20th, 2004|06:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  grateful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I Belive: Blessed Union of Souls | ] |
Well lets see where do I even start...sometimes it seems as thought life just gets more and more stressfull, although the things that I have learned in the past month are to many to number.Its almost as thought Ive been going non stop since it all happened. At least since that last hurricane that past through. I still have yet to get my house totally back in order, thats all in thanks to Marley since I have been hangin out with him alomst non stop these past few weeks. Ive been going to all of Ericas volleyball games and Ive been having a blast, althought I have to admit that at times the quite and being alone does get to me. The week of my birthday was so unreal, I felt totally invinsiable, nothing and no one could get me down. Thats all in thanks to becasue of Marley, Im sure that he knows mainly becasue Ive told him all that he means to me, I would not know how to function without him, hes such an important part of my life. In case I ever forget to tell you hun, I love you and Thanks for always being there for me.
Work has been kinda crazy becasue of that whole A+ money stuff, and I really dont care anymore, mainly becasue whats going to happen is going to happen and anything extra would be great.
I swear that if it wasnt for my frineds I dont know what I would do. Ron and Sandy made my birthday one of the totally best I cant remember. Adam comming to see me was great, that and I felt like big and bad ridin around in his new car. Hes so sweet too.
The more and more that stuff happens I realize just how much that I do have. But at the same time I see what I want but I dont know how to get there. I know that everything will happen in time and in the perfect time, but you know me Im impatient, always have been.
OMG OMG OMG I cant wait untill tomarrow. The show at Commonm Grounds is tomarrow!! woo hoo!! Marley is preforming and so is the Salilaquist of sound from orlando. and they are so dope! 10 pm the show starts BE THERE!!!!
Sigh.........things will get better, they always do!
That and what Remi did was so sweet!! |
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| ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!! |
[Oct. 14th, 2004|05:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  flirty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I will remember you | ] |
Today is my birthday!!! WOO HOO!!!!!!!! Marley man you are the best! I love you! You have made my birthday week the best ever! Today has been one fo the best birthdays ever!! GO me im 22 now!!!! |
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| ONE DAY LEFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Oct. 13th, 2004|05:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Nadda | ] |
Woo Hoo... Tomarrow is my Birthday. This week has just been off the chain.. ive got to spend a lot of time with Marley.. Althought it totally sux that Jen is gone!!! Love ya Marley!!!! Ill be 22 tomarrow!!!!!!!!!!1 |
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| Unspoken |
[Sep. 18th, 2004|08:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  melancholy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Heart Of Worship | ] |
For all of my friends out there who might see this.. I need you all to do something for me. Whenever I need you all too pray for me. Lifes getting to me, stress is killing me, and I need a break. So I just ask you all to pray for me. You dont have to know why or for what God knows and hes the only one that has to know. Thanks
PS All I need to say is "The Reason" I guess itsnt the reason ne more is it?? |
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| HURRICANES A COMMING!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Sep. 3rd, 2004|03:51 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  thoughtful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Everything to me: Avalon | ] |
Well well well I dont even know where to start. I havent done this in so long I almost dont know what to say. Well Ive been back at work now for almost 3 weeks. The first two weeks I did nearly 11 hours everyday. Lives actaully looking preety good for once. That is if the rains from the hurricane dont damange my house. I pray that it doesnt. Robbie and I are doing good hes got a good job that he really likes and that makes me happy. I just hope that I make him as happy as he makes me.*sigh*
I finally got to go see Tori and Tom and the baby last saturday. They have been in Gville for nearly 2 weeks and its the first time Ive seen them. They have the cutest lil apt. Tommy is just so cute now that hes talkin it just makes him even cuter than before!
Thanks to Sara now I get to relive all those wonderfull fun memories from high school. Like i could ever forget. But for those of you who I havent talked to In a long time FOOLS IM ME>> EMAIL ME... SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!! I aint dropped off the face of the planet... just been working, and chillin with tHe mEsSeNgEr Marley Montano!!!!!!!!! WOO HOO.
well I hear movie gallery calling my name. Holla at ya later! |
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| its a sleepy sunday afternoon |
[Jul. 25th, 2004|01:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jet Set Radio Future for Xbox | ] |
Wow ths house has been so quite the past 2 days. Sean hasnt been over. Ive been playing that stupid game so much that its actually scary..... i think its nap time! |
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| I hate being Poor. |
[Jul. 23rd, 2004|09:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jet Set Radio Future for Xbox | ] |
Well its been awhile since Ive been on here. So where so I even start...Things with Robbie and I are great. Hes really so good to me. I could use some more back rubs, but ya cant have everything. I love my man though, hes really sweet.
Im so proud of him too, he got a new job at Driltech, and hex going to makin some really good money there which is great. I wish i could make some money. IM SO BROKE. Well at lest Ive got a lil side job doing some bookkeeing stuff for a friend. Its all good. Sigh...I guess I should take my tired self to bed here in a min. |
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| Summer is now here... |
[Jul. 9th, 2004|07:15 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | loved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | games sounds from the Xbox | ] |
Well where to start aint wrote in here in over a month so Ill K.I.S.S( keep it short and sweet)
Robbie, I Love You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hee hee I couldnt resist, but I guess that sums it up. |
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| and life goes on... |
[Jun. 5th, 2004|10:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  groggy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I just want to be mad: Terri Clark | ] |
Well today had just been a blast. Had to go with Grandma to help move some chairs. Grandma Ann is moving to SC, I have to go help her pack these next few weeks. I havent talked to Robbie in over a week and im worried about him still. I wish that he would stop acting like Joanh and quit running from where he should be. I do miss him, casue he was a lot of fun to be with,casue he can be a total goof at times.
Ms LaVay is leaving Santa Fe, its going to kinda suck that I wont be able to swing in anytime and see whats going on around there.
Im so tired of these migraines that its not even funny. they suck!
I cant belive that my phone ran at like 4am. thank you Alexis. I was so sleepy I dont remember half of what I said. :) Ne ways going to bed now. As my banana says. See ya. I gotta split! |
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| Its over!!!! |
[Jun. 2nd, 2004|05:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  worried | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Breath Of Heavan: Amy Grant | ] |
Today was the last day of school. I ended up movin somemore boxes and stuff but Ill be glad when thats over with and Im in my new office.
I just talked to Cyndi and she said that Robbie had moved out. Im worried about the boy casue I dont know where hes staying or nething. On a totally mean note I do want my CDs back. But I am worried about him, casue He can be so much better than what he is now, and Its the fact that I know he can be such a great person, but hes just makig some really bad choices.*sigh* Robbie hun, You know what you need to do and most importanly WHERE you need to be. Just remember that no one at my church hates you and we all want you to come back. Just remember what your pillow says.* yes i remember seeing it* BTW remember that ur always in my prayers!
HI ALEXIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heehee
Ne ways gotta run to church... |
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| I NEED SOMEONE TO CHEER ME UP!!! |
[May. 31st, 2004|10:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  listless | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I want to do it all: Terri Clark | ] |
Wanted:
Someone to come and make me smile.Sorry Marley you cant apply for this one.. ur always makin me feel better. Hun I dont know what I would do with out you in my life. Thank you for always being there.
Hey JB, you too!
I think im going to go watch Soul Cypher 2003! |
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| Movin on! |
[May. 30th, 2004|11:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Cowboy in Me: Tim McGraw | ] |
Need I say More!
I’m Movin’ On
I've dealt with my ghosts and faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I’ve found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I’m at peace with myself
I’ve been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I’m movin’ on
I’ve lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they’re always the same
They mean no harm but it’s time that I face it
They’ll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don’t belong
I’m movin’ on
I’m movin’ on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there’s no guarentee’s, but I’m not alone
There comes a time in everyone’s life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone
I sold what I could and packed what I couldn’t
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I’ve loved like I should but lived like
I shouldn’t
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I’m movin’ on
I’m movin’ on
I’m movin’ on |
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| What a day its been |
[May. 30th, 2004|12:26 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | El Shadai: Amy Grant | ] |
plain and simple today sucked...
excpet for going and seeing Marley. He always makes me feel better. Always. Marley I dont know what I would do without you! |
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